Surgeon's followup appointment...

Ever since i had gastric bypass roux-en-y open surgery and was released from the University of Washington Medical Center in Seattle Washington March 10 2003 i have had 3 month follow up appointments up until just last March 2004 i had not been doing so bad i was on the losing streak. My weight before surgery was 750lbs. Before surgery I got down to 665lbs. Right after surgery i was told my body swelled up with fluid making me way well over 800lbs. I don't recall anything after my surgery until Valentines Day February 14 2003 i'd say would have to be my first real conscious day awake. i did manage to get down to 465lbs but every appointment since March 2004 i have gained weight steadily back.... At my last appointment with my surgeon i practically begged him to please put me back in the hospital. Cause i feel like i can't function unless in a controlled environment. i feel so hopeless and out of control. Anyway willhave to finish this when i return. Be Well A/all.